God today has been interesting, not fun in one little bit, but interesting at best. Let me fill you in... Today is the day before i am going away on holiday with my parents and sister to all that is wonderful Spain. So our to do list this morning was quite simply;

1. All go shopping getting last bits of summer things
   
2. Get back for 1pm and me and Dad drop off the cats to the cattery for 3pm
   
3. Me and Dad to get back at 4pm
   
4. All pack suitcases
5. Have dinner
6. Chillax!

Sounds quite simple, right? Heres how it really went;

1. All go shopping, Me and Flick go one way, Mum and Dad go the other. We end up meeting in a cafe for lunch, and get back for 1pm. [Its all going to plan so far!]
   
2. Me and Dad go on our merry little way to the Cattery: having to go through little villages. with Cassie slovering [constraphobic cat], Jessie sleeping [The good cat!] and Sussie meowing her head off, which in turn sets off cassie[Annoying cat]. Get to the cattery, we spy a note on the door which says 'Sorry, Had to go out. Please ring ***. Thanks.' One tiny weeny problem with that... neither of us bought a phone with us. I mean who would need a phone driving 45mins away to drop off Cats?! So we had to find a cash machine, then find a pay phone, in one of these little villages, which lacked in car parking zones! Hello Double yellow lines :) Then when we used the pay phone, it went straight to voicemail...Yay. So we drove back to Chesterfield. 10 minutes later, the Cattery lady calls, saying she will meet us to collect the cats. So we only had to drive 30 Minutes away instead of going through all the sunday 5pm traffic :)
3. I stayed at home to pack, Flick and Dad went to drop the cats off. Were back at 5pm.
4. Had food.
   
5. Have a shower. Get totally stressed out about something so tiny- Injuring my foot with a blister, so that i cannot walk on it and hence having to throw away Topshop shoes i bought a month ago, which cost me alot. And lots of other simple stupid petty things, especially when someone kept asking 'Your foot isnt injured, Why do you keep being silly and pretending its hurt, god you can walk on it!' So i reply with alot of shouting and i cannot even remember what was said.
   

So im in my room, really stressed out, and mother comes in suggesting i have hormone problems, which makes me prone to crying over the smallest things (foot injury caused by shoes). Which i can totally understand, but i don't want to be labeled in my family, the Daughter that has issues, the one that isnt her best, the one that has lost her control. It just makes me scared, that i am not ever going to be in control of my feelings. Instead tablets will, or if i do not start taking tablets, then this problem will persist and i don't want that to happen.

Anyway, i just wanted somewhere to rant, im just so glad i have the privacy away from my parents, my sister and just everyone and i can say what i like, without being judged, or it being put down to being emotional, or just feeling stupid. Though this blog can be viewed by everyone, i keep it from my friends and family, so im confiding you, the 'Stranger' (?) The one who cannot cast judgement from their internet, the one who could offer support with written words rather than talk, the one who i have nothing to live up to or please in any way.

So because i am on holiday for a week tomorrow, i will not be updating for a week or so. Im sorry i have been very ranty, sad and not my usual churpy self. But i promise lots of photos, giggles and most importantly a much happier me, when i return :)

So i shall leave with 10 questions, since i am gone for a while!

QUESTIONS:
1.What is your all time fave book?
2. Twitter or Facebook?
3.What is the weather like where you are?
4 Have you head Pixie Lotts new song- and do you like it?
5. What are you craving right this second?
6. What is the most interesting thing that has happened to you this year?
7. Any pets?
8. Who did/want to vote for in the EU Parliment elections?
9. Big brother. Love it or Hate it?
10. Marmite. Love it or hate it?

Right, my lovelys i am off to sleep, since i have to get up at 5am!

Much love and holiday kisses!
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Nic



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